Monday 23 June 2014

The story so far

I am heading off on Thursday so I thought I would write another post before I headed off to tell the story so far of how I have ended up going away this summer.

I have been to Rwanda before back in 2011 for 4 months with 8 other people as part of a Tearfund transform trip. The time I spent thee was great. I learnt loads and met some great people. When I got home I would go on about it for hours, explaining what it was like, who we met and the amazing work that the church was doing out there.

The team I got to go to Rwanda with and our incredible translator Fulgence
Since I have been back in the UK I have wanted to go back and do something similar. During the summer between my first and second years at university this wasn't possible due to costs, but I was determined to go the following summer, so I got a job that summer working at Sainsburys to get some money to pay for it.

During my second year at university God thought me even more about how he longs to see the oppressed, the down trodden and the desperate be made whole. That his kingdom is one of justice, where people are treated in accordance with the amazing value he has placed on there lives. Where the church practices costly love towards the world. That we would be willing to sacrifice time, money, and resources in order to seek justice and speak up for those who the world often ignores.

This made me really want to go back to Rwanda during the summer between my second and third year at university. I made plans of what I wanted to do, started to sort out where I would stay, and looking at flights. But God kept saying no. For a long time I didn't listen and carried on making my plans, I didn't understand why would God be saying no to this? But God kept saying no, and things started to come up making it more and more difficult to go and eventually it resulted in there being no plausible way that I could go back to Rwanda that summer.

I decided instead to do an unpaid project at university that summer and stay in the UK. Soon after all my plans to go to Rwanda fell through I became aware that someone close to me was going through a tough time. I am so thankful God stopped me going and forced me to stay in the UK so I could be there for them that summer. He did know what he was doing when he said no!

About a month after I had abandoned my original plans I had started to think about the possibility of going this summer. The big thing in the way now was finances. God had it under control though, the unpaid project I was doing suddenly offered to pay me £2000 for doing it, after a minor accident on my bike I received £1100 in compensation and I got a travel bursary from the university for £950!

And that has made this summer possible. It is amazing how much simpler things become when you listen to God and follow him rather than doing things your own way.

I will try and write an update once a week while I am out there, thankyou to everyone who has supported me this far!

Chris